eh…
i wonder if anyone will ever call me beautiful? and not just like my family or friends but a boy. a boy who wants to love me, who cares for me, who wants to be with me, and who understands me. and he says it because means it, he doesn’t say because he’s supposed.
i wonder… because i dont even like myself, i dont even think i’m “okay” looking. i just feel flat gross. i know typical girl stuff, but this is how i feel. straight up, no lies, no beating around the bush, this is my heart. so i wouldn’t be surprised if no one ever calls me beautiful or if someone never loves me. plain and simple. here it is.
other than that my day is pretty good. i’m just giving my heart to God and maybe he can heal it
